It’s May 8th. I’m due in 4 days. I literally can’t believe it. My doctor said I’m not dilated at all! Clearly my baby and body are in as much denial as I am. :-/
I think I’m a little overwhelmed. As my due date nears I find myself getting a little sad because I haven’t achieved everything I had planned during my pregnancy. I have finally come to terms with the fact that I cannot move around like I used to. I can cook all the food I want but I won’t eat it because my baby seems to only like takeout. (Which is clearly cutting into my budget goal). I’m starting to wonder if I’m gonna lose myself and become “just a mom.” Not that there’s anything wrong with that, but I have so many dreams and goals. And currently I can’t get a grip on any of them. I’m sad :(.
I’m 8 months into my pregnancy I’m still working full time, taking care of home, and wobbling around like a penguin. Idk if I should be proud of myself or slap myself. My doctor says I can continue going about life as normal as long as I don’t feel cramps or too tired. I’ve decided to ride this thing to the wheels fall off! I will humbly admit that I’m more proud of myself than I want to slap myself! 🙂